Know thyself. I did learn something about myself or, rather, about my relation to the world (the object of this inquiry), something I didn't know before, or, at least, something I hadn't consciously formulated in my mind. I want to be weightless.
Wealth, honour, fame, all the things human beings strive for or conference invites, reviews in the Sunday press, fancy titles, all the things that academic philosophers strive for are just so many ways of imprisoning the soul, dragging it down to the earth, just as Socrates said. Only aletheia, only the truth, sets you free.
Only the true philosopher has no fear of death.
Maybe I am a Stoic after all. That wouldn't be so bad. I added a Confidentialilty option to the Pathways UoL Diploma/ BA application form because at my meeting in London last Monday with representatives of the UoL I found out that I was required not to.
Institutions which are 'recognized' by or 'affiliated' to the University of London must inform the UoL about all the students they are tutoring. In other words, they are required to be snitches. This is just one aspect of the 'Kafkaoid' labyrinth of compliance. (Thank you, Matthew.)
I was a snitch. I did tell the UoL, innocently, who my students were because they have been doing so well in their exams. I wanted the UoL to know. That wasn't a bad motivation. I didn't think I was being a snitch. But I didn't ask my students first, did I? I assumed (probably correctly) that they would be glad to know that their good results had strengthened the case for formal recognition. But is that what I want? No, when I come to think of it. It's not what I want. It would just be added weight, dragging me down. I have a long way to go, I need to travel light.
So let go of me or travel at my speed.